Saturday, October 2, 2010

Am I making the right decisions?

how do we know what's right in life? who's to judge whether you're right or wrong? it's not a math problem where you can solve an equation and find a right or wrong answer.. so how do we know when we're doing the right thing?...

Friday, September 3, 2010

Its so easy to believe someone when they tell you exactly what you want to hear...

until their actions don't show it and you end up hurting. You even feel stupid for having believed it in the first place.

Everyone sees who I appear to be But only a few know the real me You only see what I choose to show.

Isn't that always the case? Why do we hide ourselves from other people. Why do we hide part of who we are and what makes us who we are from people. Why do we build walls? Is it to keep people out or is it to see who actually cares enough to break them down? Maybe it's t protect ourselves from getting hurt.. for now? bothings permanent, I think eventually we all get hurt. So why do we do it? Is it cos it's easier? but what happens in the long run? Don't we fee that the thing we try to avoid will still happen? I guess it's just easier to try and hide behind to prevent getting hurt than giving someone outright the ability to hurt us, huh.

sometimes it's easier to hide behind smiles.

but subconsciously, we all wonder if anyone will notice what's behind this smile

Sunday, August 1, 2010

You can't change the past, you can only learn from it.

hate bad days.

why do we care so much when you know someone is mad at you even though you know it's not your fault.. maybe that's why? is it because they shouldn't be mad at you. but why am i so upset? people knew i had commitments and i hate that people think i can easily change those so that their life can be a little bit easier. it may sound mean but i feel like i cant do half the things i need to do because im constantly doing something for someone else. i know they care a lot about me but ugh i feel like my life has to revolve around them. maybe its the other way, maybe im being self centered? i dont know but today i had plans and commitments i needed to do but it was so easy for other people to just be like oh its fine you dont need to. i dont even think im upset so much because now shes mad at me for not being there, im upset because i made a commitment and i failed to follow through with it. i hate that! i hate not being able to follow through with it. its not like i even wanted to go to it, it was the fact that i was supposed to be there, i had to be there. whatever, not that i can do anything about it now.

sometimes i wonder if you even care...

Plan your work and work your plan.

"a dream doesn't become reality through magic; it takes sweat, determination, and hard work."

"you always have to focus in life on what you want to achieve."

"it is enough to be busy... The question is: what are we busy about?"