Stepping up, as good as it feels to step up and know that you're helping out, sometimes it makes me feel like I'm growing up too fast. I love to be the one stepping up, helping out, and doing things but it gets tiring. As much as I wanne 'grow up' & be 'independent' I wanna be a kid too. Live life like there's no tomorrow & be a teenager. Sometimes I feel like I was forced to grow up so fast which, don't get me wrong, I'm grateful because now I know I can make it out there. But sometimes I feel so restricted like I can't do anything, 'sky' is definitely not the 'limit' for me.
I have come to the conclusion that I wanna leave & get away so bad because I can be free. I'll be able to do whatever I want whenever I want, selfish I know...
