hear me out

i feel like no one understands me. i also thought everyone would be proud that i've made the decision to go to a university. am i being selfish ? i don't think so. you always told me do what i want and what makes me happy. &  now you're pretty much putting me down because of the decision i've made, the decision that i wanna go to western. you're making me feel bad that i'm not thinking of the family and i'm only thinking of myself. as bad as i feel right now, that's a bunch of BULLSHIT ! and you know what, you constantly telling me these things just makes me want to leave even more. you're assuming things and making up reasons of why i wanna go to western. maybe it's cos i didn't say anything or deny it but you know what , keep believing YOUR reasons, i don't care. you say you trust me, but i know you don't. saying that you trust me , you just don't trust the ones around me is like a backhanded compliment, admit it YOU DON'T TRUST ME. what makes you think i'm gonna lie and say i practice just so i can stay til. 6:45 at school, wtf am i gonna do at school ? HAH ! fck this sht. wanna go somewhere far away, far far away where no one knows my name..