unfinished art

always leaving me hanging and every time, i let it go. why can't you just tell me you don't care. stop messing with me. giving me mixed signals or maybe it's just me hoping for nothing, making up scenarios and excuses in my head; maybe i should just stop to care. i put 75% into making it work and you're giving me your 5%. i should really just let it go. i wish it was that easy to not care anymore...