drop dead blues

hit rock bottom. somebody pleeaase just kill me meeeoowww. all these things going on. stress overload, not emotionally, physically, and mentally stable enough for this. too much work and not enough time to finish. today i found myself breaking down a few times throughout the day. what is wrong with !? wtf, i need to get my shit together. but the thing is i'm sick, sick and tired of EVERYTHING! all this shit, day after day.. same shit different day. senior project i really hate you. i know i should just get over it cos i can't do anything about it but really? why must one stupid project that drags out senior year be a determining factor on if a student should graduate high school or not ? what about the other 3 years prior to senior year.. fcuk my school for taking senior projects so seriously. more or less, i'm tired of working every weekend. shit's getting old. the days i have off from school when i can actually sleep in, do hw, maybe even finish my senior project.. HAH i can't b/c i have to work.. bull shit. school is so important huh? i do the same thing week after day after day, week after week and hopefully not next year tho. i wanna get out of here. may be broke but won't be here. i wanna live on campus, i know i'll still be going to school but i'll be having fun unlike here. . well that's enough of that.