Saturday, March 19, 2011

semi-charmed life

The life I live. Love the life I live but I wish there were some things that I could change. I'm blessed with the family God has given me but sometimes I wish.. just wish that they were my birth parents or at least had my birth parents. Never had a problem not fitting in but always felt like I didn't belong..
This is bad but I do, I hate my parents for putting me and brothers through this. But I guess I wouldn't be where I'm at now had it not happened, huh. 10 years later and I'm still bitter about.. kinda getting sick of being bitter about it but there's nothing else I can do.. at least I'm really good at hiding it though... I guess