Monday, February 13, 2012

routine

recently, i realized how tired i am of my life right now. it’s a good life but i feel like it’s the same thing over and over again. i’m stuck doing this boring routine everyday. everyday i wake up, get ready, go to classes, eat, chill/study, work out, eat, study/chill, sleep. EVERYDAY, the same thing.. i even eat at the same time and work out at the same time for the most part. I feel like there’s no excitement. being stuck in this campus makes me feel excluded from the outside world. i know i can leave off campus but i feel like this is a small town and there’s nothing really more to do but i just feel trapped, almost. I need something new in my life, something or someone new and exciting. this feeling’s taking over and the only way i know to cope with it is to work out, people think i’m borderline addicted. blah blah blah. i know i say i hate change, and i do hate change but i think i wouldn’t mind if i break out of this routine and try something new.